As It Is - Drowning Deep In Doubt

What good is a life
When you live it ashamed?
I dream just to be halfway
But all I am is the product
Of wasted effort and best intentions
If the only place I belong is
An afterlife that I just can't believe in
At least I'll know I was born so not
Everyone lives and dies on their own

Woah, this world I tore apart
Let me drown it deep in doubt
This fire in my heart
Is beginning to burn me out
What good is a life
When you live it alone?
I just want to be wanted
We do this while you start wondering
If disaster is what you're build for

Will slowly learn to accept that
I won't have more than a life on the sidelines
Or will I always be dreaming of liking
Life from the darkness alone.
Woah, this world I tore apart
Let me drown it deep in doubt
This fire in my heart
Is beginning to burn me out

It's so hard to feel anything but empty
It hurts just to feel anything at all
It's so hard to feel anything I want to
It hurts just to feel
It hurts just to feel
Woah, this world I tore apart
Let me drown it deep in doubt
This fire in my heart
Is beginning to burn me out

Woah, this world I tore apart
Let me drown it deep in doubt
This fire in my heart
Is beginning to burn me out