As It Is - Okay

I don't know if I've been worse
I don't know if I can change
But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay

I felt a year's worth of hurt and sadness catching up with me
The sky I painted to silence the pain, it is bleeding into grey
I don't know if I've been worse
I don't know if I can change
But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay
I don't think that I'm okay. I don't think that I'm okay

In unfamiliar, somber surroundings, confessing all of me
A perfect stranger, she puts pen to paper, consoling in her sleep
And how foreign it felt when I opened my mouth and heard the truth come out (I heard the truth come out)
I've been running away, a tired respite from pain
My only Novocaine (my only Novocaine)

I don't know if I've been worse
I don't know if I can change
But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay
I don't think that I'm okay. I don't think that I'm okay

So keep your: It'll get better's
And I'll keep my: I'll be just fine's
I'll show you flashes of colors and hide behind bouquets of lies
So keep your: It'll get better's
And I'll keep my: I'll be just fine's (I'll be just fine)
I'll show you flashes of colors and hide behind bouquets of lies

I don't know if I've been worse
I don't know if I can change
But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay
I don't think that I'm okay. I don't think that I'm okay
I don't think that I'm okay