As It Is - Turn Back To Me

The memories are still so bright
But I keep the curtains drawn
I've never been like this
Or am I just, romanticizing a person that's gone
I can only take so much before I spill my guts
But I'm terrified of letting you see what I'm thinking

But you left before I could
And if I could choose, I would
Cause my mind's a frightening
And lonely place I can't escape at night
You dropped yourself away
Time makes your dreams come true

I hoped that you would stay
Miles mean nothing to you (come back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it (come back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it
I know that I deserve to be alone
I wrote myself out of your story
And I know I made it seem like I never cared at all but I swear
I was always trying

This was hard when you were still around (you were still around)
How am I meant to survive this now (survive this now)
I'm so disappointed in who I chose to be (who I chose to be)
I've been having nightmares that follow me until I fall asleep
You dropped yourself away
Time makes your dreams come true

I hoped that you would stay
Miles mean nothing to you (come back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it (come back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it
It's all my fault and I know it