As It Is As It Is - Winter's Weather

How long, how long ’til I’m no longer a shadow
‘Cause I’ve been thinking I’d so love to feel again
Silence; I screamed her name
And wondered why you never came
I wear my
I wear my curse you wear my cure

(I feel destined)
I never thought I’d be this way
(For disaster)
Without you I’d just fade away

Please see in me what I can’t see, I’m begging
Please won’t you be the light I need so desperately

My heart has habits
Of silhouetting all my sense
I get your worth, you get my
You get my worst

(I feel destined)
I never thought I’d be this way
(For disaster)
Without you I’d just fade away

Please see in me what I can’t see, I’m begging
Please won’t you be the light I need so desperately

I look for love in everybody else
‘Cause I tried but I can’t love myself

Please see in me what I can’t see, I’m begging
I’m begging, I’m begging

Hold me close in winter’s weather
I’m too weak to pull myself together
Hold me close in winter’s weather
I’m too weak to pull myself together

I’ve tried so hard to grow
In a place without your warmth
Now there’s nowhere left for me
Unless it’s safe between your arms
Safe between your arms

Please see in me what I can’t see, I’m begging
Please won’t you be the light I need so desperately

I look for love in everybody else
‘Cause I tried but I can’t love myself

Please see in me what I can’t see, I’m begging